YO.
I really need to write right now. And I could just write this in my personal journal... buuuut why not do it here?
There is something in my life that I really need to let go of. I have come a long way already and I feel so grateful of whatever worked in my favor that let me be as okay as I am now (less than two months from the death of a terrible relationship.)
But sometimes I spiral into my sad thoughts. And I know better than to let myself do that especially at 9:54am. I need to start my day with good intentions and good thoughts or else I know it will not get any better. So with that being said, I am writing to remind myself that I have to leave heavy things behind so I can carry the useful things forward.
In this day I am capable of making so many good and healthy decisions! I am capable of being kind to so many people and THAT is what my day should be about. Not about thinking of all the good things that happened in a past relationship that actually wasn't...that good. Gaslighting is real man. And I am so proud of how far I have come!
I know that I am feeling this way partially because the moon is currently opposite from where the sun was when I was born. The moon stands for my emotional world and the sun represents ego and focus. This placement symbolizes a choice I have to make.
And I choose myself. I choose to not cave into my cravings to comfort someone that does not deserve my love. I know that I deserve the love that I keep trying to give to everyone else. I should get to love as hard and freely as possible and I am choosing now to not give in to those "heavy things" because I only want to carry forward what is useful to me now. Which is kindness, love, and reciprocity. I refuse to settle for anything less!
Today is such a good day. The sun is actually OUT!!! There is so much potential for today to be the best.
Namaste,
Josie
I really need to write right now. And I could just write this in my personal journal... buuuut why not do it here?
There is something in my life that I really need to let go of. I have come a long way already and I feel so grateful of whatever worked in my favor that let me be as okay as I am now (less than two months from the death of a terrible relationship.)
But sometimes I spiral into my sad thoughts. And I know better than to let myself do that especially at 9:54am. I need to start my day with good intentions and good thoughts or else I know it will not get any better. So with that being said, I am writing to remind myself that I have to leave heavy things behind so I can carry the useful things forward.
In this day I am capable of making so many good and healthy decisions! I am capable of being kind to so many people and THAT is what my day should be about. Not about thinking of all the good things that happened in a past relationship that actually wasn't...that good. Gaslighting is real man. And I am so proud of how far I have come!
I know that I am feeling this way partially because the moon is currently opposite from where the sun was when I was born. The moon stands for my emotional world and the sun represents ego and focus. This placement symbolizes a choice I have to make.
And I choose myself. I choose to not cave into my cravings to comfort someone that does not deserve my love. I know that I deserve the love that I keep trying to give to everyone else. I should get to love as hard and freely as possible and I am choosing now to not give in to those "heavy things" because I only want to carry forward what is useful to me now. Which is kindness, love, and reciprocity. I refuse to settle for anything less!
Today is such a good day. The sun is actually OUT!!! There is so much potential for today to be the best.
Namaste,
Josie
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